welp.

how do you get rid of the burning feeling in your chest even after you’ve accepted and acknowledged what it is?

it’s weird that even the most mundane things are the triggers.

how do you fix a problem that is you? you know it’s really easy if you had someone to blame, at least it takes away a chunk of the problem but what do you do when it is you?

you cannot even be mad at anyone, but yourself.

it’s a different thing if you are angry at yourself but you also have to give yourself grace that some of these things are beyond your control.

you cannot exactly help it.

maybe i am making an excuse, who knows?

i resort to instant gratifications and then end up feeling like shit.

isn’t it funny? like aren’t those supposed to make you feel better?

sometimes i also hate hope. i hate how it gingers you because it’s a liar.

that picture you make up in your head is never going to happen. lol.

yes, i’ve been dashed so many times, pessimism is my default.

my coping mechanisms are no longer coping, guess i’ve outgrown them.

i used to live in a bubble and the bubble no longer serves a purpose and i think it’s because i have acknowledged that it was all a lie.

all a lie.

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