What happened to the missing woman found dead next to a Baltimore highway?

Stress at work consumed Aleksandra “Ola” Reeves in late May to the point she could no longer concentrate. So her supervisors sent her home. Instead, she gassed up her car, made an ominous phone call…

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Park Bench

Do you know that life has never been easy for me,

Last month it rained a lot,

The previous day a dog pissed on my leg,

And in the morning a man spitted on my wood.

From winter to summer,

And from autumn to spring,

I just stand here.

Seeing people just pass by me.

Life has always been tough for me.

But let me tell you a secret,

Do you know even after so many years what kept me alive,

Let me tell you,

Every evening so many couples come,

Sit on my wood.

They talk about

Love,

Promises,

How they want to drown in each other’s eye,

How they are so important to each other,

How they will always support each other in every other thing,

How God has made them for each other,

How they will never leave each other apart,

Till the end of time.

I most of the time giggle listening to all of this.

Because,

Eventually,

In the middle

Of the darkest night.

They always come,

This time not together,

This time not happy.

Instead

This time

Carrying tears,

Tears of

Broken promises,

Unrequited love,

Meaningless insecurities

And what not.

Burning in the fire of hatred,

Extinguishing it by the thoughts of vengeance,

And all of it coming out in the form of tear,

And when this tear fall on my wood,

It acts as my elixir,

It keeps me alive,

Seeing you soulless humans,

Sitting here with a broken heart,

Always ending being miserable,

After being attached to other people.

Who never loved you,

It’s so wonderful to see,

Where your loneliness takes you,

Seeing other person as a solution,

When you can’t love yourself enough.

Just hoping that after falling in the same trap again and again,

Someday,

You would learn your lesson,

And start loving yourself enough

More than any other person could ever love you,

And then

You won’t drown into pit that of self-pity.

Again and

Again.

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